These might be enough...

This is what i wrote yesterday morning...

He woke up this morning and told me he dreamt of me walking out on him. it was already 8am and i'm gonna be late for work if i waste anymore time but i continued to snuggle in bed with him. it was raining this morning, felt so good to laze around a little while longer.

I don't think i'd walk out on him, again. at least for now...
He's not the 100% perfect Boyfriend, of course... since no one's perfect.
i'm not head over heels for him nor am i depending on him.
but one thing for sure is, i'm Happy.

He's one of the few guys i met whom makes me feels like he can be trusted.
that is also, 'Duh' since we're cohabiting.
in his free time, he does not go around trying to chat up some girls, nor ogle at some random girls' cleavage revealing pictures online. instead, spends his free time running some errands for Me or his family.

I'm satisfied with the way we're handling this relationship, so far.

Between Me and Him, he's definitely the more violent and bad tempered one.
he'll be the one throwing stuffs around and screaming his lungs out, while i'd get my message around clear enough for him to understand then shut up and start a cold war. nothing pisses him off as much as that.
it's really sickening to still have to argue with your partner after a long hard day at work, the only thing we both wanna do is enjoy some free time together after we get home.

Last night, i asked him if he's happy.
maybe he really is, like what he said. or maybe, he's not.
i don't feel like i really understand him...

Relationship with his family is quite alright.
what your Boyfriend's Mother thinks about you can definitely affect the relationship between you and your guy, that's one thing i learnt for my previous relationship.
things are pretty good between me and his Mum. in fact, the day before she'd told me that she'd take good care of me since i'm staying with them.
That is something his Mum had never said to any of his girlfriends before... well, that's what he claims to be.


Nothing beats the way he gives in to me or tries to make me smile whenever i'm upset with him.

Maybe he don't love me as much as he loves his other girlfriends, but who knows how it's gonna be in time to come.
or maybe, i don't love him as much as he does. but at least, we both are responsible towards and respect the existence of this relationship we share.