Count the steps

Nothing is fair, what... no?

If his Mum doesn't even give a hoot to what you do, why should i even bother, right.
the fact that i'm here and it would permanent, gives him tons of troubles isn't it, then why shouldn't i leave.

I don't think what i did was selfish, he should take a look at the time and ask himself what time he has to be up the next day.
early enough to not cause me to be late for work after everything's done.
i've had enough of spending money on cabs up to 3 times a week.
it burns MY pocket, not his... which is why he don't feel the pain at all.

Do i deserve to be treated that way?
fucking ask yourself this question.

If you don't learn to appreciate, you only have yourself to blame.
stop acting like an asshole already.
fancy flaring up at me when you're the one being selfish.



At times, it gets a little scary that i get over relationships that easily. it portrays me as a heartless ex girlfriend.
but it saves me a lot of heartaches.

I can live my life without any one of you
if you want to leave me, go ahead.
if your continuous act of selfishness doesn't change for the better, don't blame me for being heartless.



His brother watching serials on the laptop with the earpiece plugged in in the middle of the night, brought me to continuously nudge him. this already show how much a light sleeper i am.
he continued to sleep and only flared up when his brother laughed really loudly...

Were you not observant enough or you just don't care?

If others could tell at a glance, that i look really listless and tired and much older than before...
is there something wrong with their eyesight or are you the one who don't give a fuck about it.
ask yourself.



I'm not gonna talk to him.





Should i go to Comex then Jln Besar for Dim Sum with Ran
or
Bugis then Lai De Xian with more than 40 others
or
shopping at Far East alone
or
shopping at Bugis St and "bump" into Ping
or
look for someone else to go sing K with
or
look for someone else to go 'chiong' with
or
just stay home and rest so that my pockets can have a rest day

I feel like singing K lehhhh... i also miss loud music, booze, NIGHT LIFE!


Okay, i have yet to touch on my revisions,
and i'm only left with 5 more days!







The air-con repairman is very disturbing.

His much cuter colleague asked why i didn't take lunch and i said i wasn't feeling well.
so the other guy called the company's line (i answered) and he took the chance to ask if i wanna have Pig's Organ soup before i transfer his call.
this is the second time he's asking me if i want Pig's Organ soup...
what makes him think i like pork?!

If it's the cute guy who's asking, i might reconsider.

A fat guy once asked me for my number and said he's asking on behalf of the guy who offered me soup.
i just laughed and looked away.
always attract the wrong guys... but cheaper services for my air con! lol