Just waiting till the shine wears off

I still wanna believe in believe and that there is still a tomorrow.
i still wanna believe that there will be a better day once the dark clouds roll over.
i still wanna believe that there's nothing i can never get through.
i still wanna believe that at the end of the day, there are miracles.

Believe is wearing thin.



I said i don't wanna sit at nowhere in the middle of the night for 2 hours, all alone... but this time, i'm leaving.
because you're not me, you can be so nonchalant about the whole thing.

I stand up for myself, because no one else will.
it's time to learn. that all that was given are what you can never get back, all thanks to selfless.
or was it stupidity?



At this time, there's nothing i wanna share with anyone...