Lesson to learn

I'm sure many of you had heard of or experienced regrets for not treasuring that special someone who means a lot only after losing him / her...
and i guess you never did learn from your past experience.

It's just a matter of whether or not you wanna make an effort.
if you think you've done your best and there's nothing more you can do, then go ahead and continue doing things the way you like it.
not as if it's the first time this is happening.


Business had been good, way better than before the recent economic downturn. sometimes business was so bad, we only have up to 2 invoices to prepare on weekdays. but now, it can be as much as up to 30 invoices in one afternoon.
i wonder if it's like what Mr Ng said, that we'll most probably feel the impact between half a year to a year's time but not now. and, even worse than the Asian financial crisis in 1997.

Business had been so good, my colleague made too many mistakes my boss decided to let me handle one of the company's shipments.
any arguments between the both of them does me good, that's the only way i can get a chance to prove me worth. heh.

I've been busy, but still not busy enough to feel stress.



Sabrina, a classmate... called me last night. according to her, i'm known as the girl who sleeps in class.
No one else sleeps in class? how can that be?!

So anyway, she's asking a few of us out to celebrate her birthday next Friday. me being included means, i'm not that anti social as i thought i am, i'm not as lame as i thought i am, i'm not as boring as i thought i am, i'm not retarded as i thought i am, i am not as dislikable as i thought i am... HOHOHO, so self conscious.

I like Sabrina... even before we started talking.
she's just like me, messy long hair, big boned, suffering break outs.
even so, i never did talk to her until Sabrina and Cindy started going for smoking breaks with Jaslin and Kelly.

I used to only hang out with Jaslin and Kelly, but not as much as the both of them hangs out with each other since they're both smokers.
it's true that you get to know more people through smoking, how ironic. LOL. they just chatted up with each other while smoking at the same area.
but that does not mean i'm giving ciggies a chance to be my best friends.

And, i really don't get along well with people around my age.
Jaslin is 2 years older than i am and often gets bored out by my topics. at first, i was still pretty eager to get to know her knowing that she's the only one whose age is nearest to mine.

Can't wait to go out with them, cause we're heading for Kbox after dinner... meaning, liquors! omgwtfbbqzzz. been a loooooooooong time since i last touch anything alcoholic.



I've thought it through... i'll take up the next course!
although i'm not sure if i should take up the one in June just cos i don't wanna be seperated from my current classmates. there's an earlier intake in March and that means i can finish my course earliest by Jan 2010.

I said to give myself 1 year's time, apparently 1 year isn't enough!