Baby steps, baby steps...

Symptoms & Signs of Gastric Flu

• Nausea and vomiting (Check!)

• Diarrhea (Check!)

• Loss of appetite (Check!)

• Abdominal pain (Check!)

• Abdominal cramps

• Bloody stools (Check!)

• Fainting and Weakness (Check!)

I managed to safely get through the day without throwing up. just that i can't stop burping to prevent myself from vomitting. gross, i know. but that's better than the stench of vomit.

Someone kill me please! i still have lessons after school...
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I don't need anyone to take pity on me just cos they feel that i'm so pathetic. pathetic? yes... i totally agree. but you can save those sympathy for the strays instead.

Where do i go from here? What if i can't handle everything alone? What if i can't afford? Is this the right choice?
there's no right or wrong, it's a gamble i have to take. but i don't wanna make a gamble right now because i don't wanna fall, i simply cannot afford to.

I always tell myself there must be a reason why all these is happening to me. that yhis is what the one above had planned for me so that i'll grow stronger by the day.

But when are all these gonna be over? is it even gonna end at all.?
I'm just afraid. and there's nothing wrong in being afraid...