Everything's just so, so wrong.

Nabei, why recently all my post are so sian ah?! always complaining and whining! =(

I spent more than $500 last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfg.

$90 on Hepatitis A & B immunity jabs.
will need to make a trip back the following month and 6 months later for the jabs. well... maybe it's a good thing, at least i realised my immunity has already worn off. taking these 3 jabs assures that i have antibodies against Hep A & B for up to 5 years. phew~
which also means, i can now eat my favourite shell foods in peace! No, i wasn't affected with Hepatitis A nor B after the last food poisoning which lasted for more than 4 days.

Throw me some cockles, oyster, mussels, la-la! hehehehehe...



At times, i really do wish that i'm like those 18 year olds out there who can just let loose and have fun. spend their earnings on shopping and cosmetics and having the time of their lives with their gfs.

But i can't afford to.

Because every single cent earned sees me through for the next few months. i still refuse to spend more than $2 on my dinner after work. it is people like Joseph who would invite me to posh hotel for free dinners that makes me feel pitied on.
it's not pride nor dignity, but i wanna try to survive on my own.

=)

Do you now nderstand why every single cent i earn means so much to me?



For the next course; Certificate in Human Resource Managment, it's gonna cost only S$668.15 after SDF fundings.
i really wanna find a new company to fully sponsor my course even though it means having to sign a bond. can i find a better paying company in time? or should i pay the full amount all by myself? that will cost me S$1,760.15

My current course cost S$968.35 and i paid S$590.35 which is supposed to be paid by my employers, after the S$378.00 SDF funding. they're a fucking pain in the ass, really.

There's a part time intake in 7th Jan, 15th April and 1 Jul
i'm hoping to enroll for the earliest intake as possible and finish my course soon. can't wait for have a bigger pay cheque.



Should i go to Genting the end of this year? should i go to Bangkok next year?
i didn't dare to confirm with Sabrina cos... you never know what's gonna hit you next.

I've recevied a fair share of "pleasant" surprises this year. it's been a tough year, but at least i made it through...