To hell to those making life difficult for me

Unsophisticated, crude, insensible... whatever you call it.
if you haven't seen this side of me, now you see it.

When is all these gonna end?
"you are only treated the way you allow yourself to be treated"
so i am the one who brought all these upon myself.



The young one can continue saying 'the one inside, the one inside' like i'm inexistent. the one whose mouth is meant for talking back to his elders and finishing other's food without permission. good luck to him, hopefully his mouth doesn't rot.

The elder one can continue to curse chant in dialect since i don't understand what she's saying and throw my clothes around the place. it is only when one is at their poorest state, will he / she get to see the true self of all those around them.

All humans are selfish, this also refers to myself.



I drained my account and i'm struggling. there's no one else to blame but myself. i never did learn my lesson...

The one who's sandwiched in between is suffering the most. i never did expect him to do anything more than hearing me out. but i guess that's too much to ask for either, given his tight schedule, given the amount of stress he is also having right now.



The least expected friend who reached out to help at the least expected time came as a shock, but never the least, sweet. i don't think i'd ever approach any of those who offered help though, even if i'm at my wits' end one day. it's not pride or dignity, it's just that that's never my way of handling things.



Thank you very much, little fucker, your words hitted the right spot.
"当然啦 家里多了一个人"