Didn't get enough sleep and i'm not in the mood to work.
Today marks 1 year.
there you are with a new love in hand and here i am, still stuck in the middle of nowhere.
I miss waking up to seeing him asleep beside me, snuggling in bed with him a little longer not wanting to head for work, waiting for him to return home from work, those little arguments and of course, being able to hug him to sleep.
I called it quits, but it wasn't as easy as i thought to move on.
too many questions and thoughts running through my head, doubt i'd be able to sleep well tonight either. need booze and ciggies.
I wanna stop thinking, stop waiting, stop hoping, stop believing.
all i need is time, this i believe.
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