i didn't have enough confidence in myself, was hesitating the whole time i was attempting a question on my own.
in the end, i gave up half way through.
I'm sick, had a difficult time getting to sleep last night. my throat and nostrils are so dry it hurts whenever i breathe.
wanted to go to the doctor and at the same time get my Hepatitis A & B jab which is due this month... but i don't wanna go back to that area, it'll make me feel even worse seeing that familiar place.
I thought if i deleted him i wouldn't see what i don't wish to see; self denial.
now, not only did i see, i'm staring... maybe if i stare a little longer, i'd slowly get over it.
need to learn to keep to myself and be less of a busybody.
it's really affecting me. really... makes it even harder for me to concentrate.
One of the songs played at my cousin's wedding...
Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face
In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
As we grow up, everything around us changes, so do responsibilites.
and when there is responsibilities, you'll come to realize you can't be that naive little carefree kid you used to be.
everyone grows, everyone faces changes, accept it.
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