Be realistic.

I'm sure some of you saw us having a long talk in the office today.
i don't know if she was totally honest with me, so i wouldn't say i totally believed every single word she'd said.

But... if one day i were to be doing the things she'd done,
will you hate me?
will you shun me?
will you detest me as much as you detest her?
will you badmouth me like you've badmouthed her?

After what has happened at the previous travel fair, i don't know whether to be glad / fearful.
glad that i wasn't the one being put in such a spot or fear that i will be next.


If you ask me to choose between having most of my co-workers to like me / getting tasks done as instructed.
seriously, i'm pretty stuck in between.

If i do not work as instructed, how am i supposed to answer to my superiors when questioned?
bear in mind that i'm just a small fry!!
so of course, i'd choose to work as instructed and offend my co-workers rather than end up getting lectured and questioned by my superiors.
so if one day i really do so, will you hate me ever since?

I am not ruthless nor proud.
i did not join this company in hopes of taking over anybody's position.
neither did i join this company in hopes of making friends.
i am here to earn a living and contribute in as many ways as i can. thus it doesn't really matter whether or not people like me so long as we all do our part.

If a person is set on going against you, nothing you do is gonna change it unless that person wakes up from his / her childishness.
that is why i won't put aside dignity and be an apple polisher.

I can be super crazy and do all kinds of stupid stuffs when we're out having fun. but when it comes to work, it's a different situation altogether.
if you love & respect me enough, then be understanding towards my plight.

Those who've been saying that i'm damn stuck up / obnoxious / rude.
stop it already. I AM NOT!