Indecisiveness!

My 9 months; 156 training hours; 6 modules course is finally coming to an end!
i'm finally bidding goodbye to the childish / irresponsible / two-faced bitches i've met along the way.

Right now, i'm not feeling relieved at all...
should i take up Diploma full-time or part-time?

I don't know if i can handle working full-time and studying part-time.
by then i'd be working Mon - Fri plus alternate Sat and studying every Mon, Wed and Fri nights.
what's more, it's gonna drag on for 1 and a half fucking year.

Then again if i study full-time and work part-time, i don't know if i'd be able to cope financially.
at most, i'd return to working as a receptionist in nightclub.
that's the only way out since my lessons starts at 9am and ends at 5pm.

I'M SO SCREWED!!!

P.S. I did not pay my phone bills so my line is most prolly gonna get suspended or something soon.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...

P.P.S. Someone bumped into me when i was holding a bowl of soup yesterday. NB! got scalded for someone else's carelessness.
suayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...