Perseverance

Blessed are those who are too busy in the day and too tired in the night to think.

Currently, i'm strained both financially and physically.
the fact that i was with a guy who's too absorbed with his own needs and wants that he'd neglected my well being was making things even worse.

I guess from long ago i should have left.
i thought we'd be able to start things afresh when he's back, but it wasn't as easy.
then i saw that he's too used to being so self-centered with me and that it's impossible that he'll ever learn to...

All i asked for, was for him to spare a thought for me before his every actions.
is that too much?


Today, i realised how much it'd upsetted the people around me that i was with such a guy.
because they saw the best in me and that i deserve much better than this.
my family had always tried to give me the best of what's within their limits. and it was only untill today, i came to realise how disappointing it can be if i don't cherish myself enough to entrust my future in the hands of a good and trustworthy man.

Is it really that impossible to find a Man who hopes for nothing but the best in this world for me like my family does?