Girl, i wanted to dedicate just one post on Facebook telling you how much i really appreciate what you've done for me but i was at a total lost for words. Then again, the little space on Facebook wouldn't have been enough to fit in what i wanted to say to you.
It's been less than 2 months? or maybe 3 since we started talking and paying attention to each other. But just one phone call from me you came rushing down from Bukit Gombak.
Bukit Gombak. Can you imagine? My friends who lives in Eunos, Bedok, Aljunied, Tampinese, Toa Payoh, Hougang and the list goes on, yet they don't even give a flying fuck. And mind you, this girl doesn't even drives, she actually took the public transport all the way to Aljunied just to meet me. This girl whom i barely knew made time and effort to come all the way down just to listen to my sorrows.
It wasn't easy for me to put aside my brave front to tell just anyone. Not just because everyone has their own set of problems to deal with in life. But also stuffs like being judge, whether or not we've both reached a comfortable stage in our friendship to confide in each other.
Yes, eventually i poured out all my sorrows to her and was crying my heart out. I was feeling a mixed of emotions. Part of me needs to let out all the frustrations yet part of me does not want to because to cry is to show that one is weak.
Of course after all the crying and bitching has stopped, we ended up sitting in a fast food chain outlet for hours chatting like there's no tomorrow.
Even if one day we are to drift apart and lose contact. I'll always remember how this simple girl who leads a simple life once crossed path with me and touched my heart. I do hope you'll turn out to be a friend who'll stay for a few good years, but i've had so much disappointments before this i don't wanna put in too much hopes.
Thank you girl =)
P/S: You know who you are. don't leave a comment / tag, give me a buzz on my phone after reading this alright!
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