Gonna take back what belongs to me

I've been pretty depressed for more than a month and i think it's time to put a stop to it.
it's all thanks to my night job.
taking up 2 full time jobs had taken away too much of my freedom even though it makes me feel like i've spent every single free time of mine productively.

Whenever Andy or Addison calls to ask me out, my answer would be that i suggest they wait till Friday or Saturday nights.
i'm free on Fri nights cos that'll be the day i don't have to attend work at my night job.
as for Sat, i don't have work on Sun morning. meaning i'd be free after 230am when i'm off work.
but at the same time, i have to bear in mind that my boyfriend still exist. i try my best to reserve Sat afternoons for him since his off days are on Sat.
sighs...

The 3 of us together with Andy's girlfriend, has been chilling out at 97 for the past 1 - 2 months. this doesn't includes my boyfriend cos it's more like he's been forced to tag along.
i think the fact that i get to bump into Jas, Kele, Zhong Ming and a few other familiar faces whenever i'm there makes me wanna go back there.
of course, not forgetting that cute guitarist, Max. hahahah...
we've gone to the extend of paying for 3 bottles of 3 Litres Martell in a week. the only "healthiest" activity i've ever done with them is none other than having supper together after partying.


I can't wait for the next half of my pay cheque to arrive so that i can leave... can smell the air of freedom already.
in the mean time, i'm gonna continue relying on those Nerve vitamins to perk me up although it seems like it's not taking any effects on me.