"Love is in the air" shit.

CNY & Valentines' day is just another day.

i've got work later and i'll be paid the normal rate... no complaints though, cos i'd rather be working than pigging out at home.

Met up with Mario and his friends last night.

before that Calvin came over to pick me up... it was last minute decision so he actually waited 45minutes before i was done preparing... LOL!

Headed for Holland V Indochine after much indecisiveness.

the guys spotted me smiling at my phone and after much probing and teases, they decided to leave early so that Calvin can send me back home for "supper date".

I hate it when people make plans and it never happens.

I am very pissed with myself for even being hopeful.

that i even allowed myself to feel excited / happy / eager about it.

Chatted on the phone with Calvin after i was stood up...

maybe i was being too nice, maybe i was also a little too desperate, maybe i put in too much hopes, maybe i expected too much... either way, it'll never happen again.

recalling what happened last night, i feel like i was being such a spoilsport.

Sighs...