The only reason why i'm here doing what i would never wanna do is cos i really need that money.
i've decided that even though the money wasn't as much as i've expected it to be, at least i managed to get myself a decent job.
At least i'm not working in some sleazy pubs flirting with random guys for commission. nor do i have to drink and risk getting drunk almost every other night. at least i'm not working in an environment where i'm open to all kinds of dangers from fights to men who are up to no good.
i ought to thank my lucky stars that i don't have to risk my safety / health while trying to earn a living.
Seriously, i'm trying to be all positive and happy about getting this job.
afterall, I went through 3 rounds of interview with no relevant experience / qualifications and i managed to get the job... i am supposed to be proud of myself. but i'm not cos i'm starting to feel like i've bullshitted my way through.
What Kia said last night did gave me a little push though; "Tell yourself YOU CAN DO IT, and you definitely will be able to"
P.S. i've got nothing against any girls who are working in the entertainment / lifestyle industry.
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