i wanna go back to the working society and gain some experience while i'm still young, not waste my time away like this.
i'm really at a total lost now, need to talk to someone who's capable of giving me a good advice.
please drop me an sms? =(
Baby Verlyn is turning 6 months old in 3 days time... here's a few pictures of her over the past few months.
Lil cutie @ 5 months old
@ 4 months old
3 months old
2 months old
She has grown so much chubbier and has beautiful eyes! and i'm damn sure she'll grow up to be such a heartbreaker.
Cuiping called me last night and we catch up a little on random stuffs.
Me, Serene & Ping in better times (in 2005?)
See how much she'd evolved over the past few years.
And it sure was good to hear from her after soooooo long!
she is now officially the only Macphersonian i'm still in contact with...
(there's also Bobby & Herman... but not counted la, i know them only after i left school)
And she was acting like an auntie asking me why i'm still Single. (WTF! single must have reasons one ah?!) i'm shocked but equally happy to hear that JF & herself, Serene & Suhian... all the high school sweethearts are doing good and ever thought of marriage.
Our short conversation also touched on how i used to change my boyfriend like as if i'm changing my clothes.
but now i've totally passed the "Hoping for something better to come along" mindset and would rather spend my time & energy on doing more fruitful stuffs.
Of course, there are times when i hope i'm in a relationship... having someone dear to me to share my happiness and woes with.
but the feeling of wanting a companion isn't strong / often enough to make me wanna get into a relationship with just any man that comes my way.
After Ron, (yeah, it's him again) i often ask myself if i'd rather settle for less or be alone, i chose the latter. so now, most of the time i'm just envious in green of all those lovey dovey couples around me.
Ever heard that there's this 1 person in your life whom you'll never really get over no matter how long? cliche but very true (FML).
i tried dating, being with someone else, burying myself with work... but here i am, more than a year into our break up still wondering how is he doing.
Sidetrack a little... i also totally detest the dating mind games, how some people tango and play hard to get.
why god whyyyy?!?! why can't people just make things simpler. if there's mutual attractions and both parties are confident of making things work then just go on and get into a relationship.
life's short, one day, it'll flash before your eyes so make sure its worth the watch!
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