20 March

It's already 9am and i'm still wide awake. this is what happens to students who have too much energy to burn -.-

Some pictures from the other night the usuals gathered to club at Phuture, some sort of welcome back party for James.
also the very same night i go scratched by a pussy wussy guy



Lesson learnt from this picture: "NEVER sit beside Eileen during photo taking, you'll end up feeling fatter than usual"









The other day i was asleep at a friend's place when i suddenly had a nagging feeling in my head to go home.
the first thing that greeted me when i got home was a war.

You see, this is what i hate about gamblers... results of their bets greatly affects their mood and people around them have to put up with their shits.

And eventually the sisters and i ended up in an argument.
i wouldn't say i weren't at fault, but neither am i totally at fault.
was i the cause to why she got kicked out of the house and was beaten up? no.
the fact that she tried to hit me caused Dad to hit the roof. everyone has been putting up with her lifestyle and it takes just that little bit more of mistake to be done right before our eyes to spark off the whole fight.

I'm at fault for throwing her bag. what, her bag cost like 37059893183492bucks? sorry, didn't know. still, not a good reason for her to lay her filthy hands on me.

She chased me out of the house but she end up getting chased out of the house herself.
am i happy? no.
am i guilty? no.
is this what i want? no.
has it got anything to do with me? no.
not like i was the one who told Dad to chased her out. so if the whole world wants to blame it on me and think that it's gonna make me feel guilty in anyway... think again.

My Dad alone is giving my Mum more than enough trouble, she can make do with one lesser problematic bummer.
i've had enough of her throwing tantrums at my Mum just because she refuses to give her money, like as if Mum is still obliged to do so. also had enough of her spending Mum's hard earneds on rubbish.

Friends who told her they'll stay by her side and help her through, you're not helping her at all.
anyone who's able bodied is capable of getting their life back on track, they just need to have enough determination.